Wednesday, April 6, 2011

"biographies"

after awhile, the most intriguing strangers become a sort of fiction.
you begin to see them in diptychs;
the contours and lines of their pasts and futures
sewn together by the missing jigsaw puzzle pieces
currently hidden under your quilted couch in your living room,
by the negatives from the pentax disposable cameras you developed all too long ago
and filtering through alternating eye contact and brainstormed, ad-libbed dialogue
(a game of chess)
and their second-hand gazes.
(they’re only second-hand, because they’re all too familiar)
we’re always chasing and holding onto lost memories,
reminders and discarded post-it notes of all that we once knew
or the answers we’ve never known.
(they’re still pending)
we all suffer from amesia,
(don’t worry, it’s only temporary)
until we get struck by lightning
and our sight becomes cloudless.
we’re always trying to find our way home.
(checkmate)

Sunday, April 3, 2011

mia







february, 2011.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

blood - the middle east



listen.
the name of the song is deceiving, i can assure you.

"acrophobia"

swallowed beneath an azure, hazy sea of fog,

we became the mountains.

20,000 feet above all that we know, all that we are.

“we have officially begun our descent.”

firmly pressed against the facet of my window seat, you believed in respiration.

i choked on air, all white-skinned and ashen.

you knew i was chasing slumber,

to fall into a terminal coma;

until a voice spoke:

“welcome home.”

Monday, March 7, 2011

untitled

it was something to do with the way your arms drew like vines when you moved.

the way they’d intertwine and weave so effortlessly like the french braids you wore in your hair when you were seven.

or maybe it was the way the pallid tulle fabric from your frayed petticoat would knowingly elevate itself by flight like black widows knitting their cobwebs; verses and strokes onto some spilled canvas; mine.

or the way the peach in your gaunt soles quivered like roots stemming from the ground en pointe, all callused and bruised and phantom limbs.

or the way your pirouettes and grand jetés were enunciated like soft-spoken hallelujahs under some celestial sky.

or the way i knew you once.

or the way your history beckoned to be narrated; for your entire existence to overflow into fine-grained, milk-eyed hues of coral and sea foam and cerulean.

or the way you beseeched to be resurrected by my tabula rasa; all life-sized and concrete.

you were more than just skin and bones, you promised.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

autumn




sylvia mann, tom lander and jake cooper by bell soto